Don't worry, I'm doing fine now. =)

Awesome week.

I think I shall quit xanga. Yep.

For many reasons, so let me explain.

Okay, so I spend too much time on it surfing around people's xangas. When i can be doing other things. Like homework XD and qt's and bible studying yep.

Then with updating of my life, its just cooler to write it and be writing to God than type it and have me typing to my little audience of people.  And then telling people in person how I'm doing and what's going on is nice too.  =)

So then thats the other thing which is i like finding out whats going on with others face to face... yep...

I might use my other xanga to type up any encouraging stuff I learn with God.. ya know, that'll like help encourage others or something. =)  But my daily rambles to take up time are going gone. Alright.

So there.... the end...
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Anna ~

(wow the "the end" makes it seem so sad!)
SUPAHeARt

Umm yeah I'm doing alright

I'm fasting from xanga-don't expect any updates for a week or comments.

The conference was great, home is just hard. Just had a lot of disappointments happen at once. Starting to feel like fasting from all communication as a whole I'm so mad and yeah heh i'm just emotional.  x__-;  Don't feel like talking to anyone... 

But yeah-- from not having a secret sister, feeling unnoticed, my space being invaded, totally misunderstanding tonight's message (got it cleared up now, finally x__x) finally getting to do the dance to a very silly song with others & that was abruptly ended, and being of little interest to people.  It just all adds up. Plus I can be stressed for tomorrow's unfinished homework... i havent been doing well (actually, prettttyyy bad) getting stuff turned in and parent teacher conferences are this week.  It's true.  Everything hits at once.

>_________<

I know what I should be thinking with that stuff up there.  Like the "God always notices you Anna..."  But right now it doesnt even feel like I can take that stuff in from /anyone/ except God. Nobody but Him knows just how deep each of those things goes right now.  Don't think it's your fault.  Don't worry.  With everything going on one little thing ends up being connected to lots of other little things and it's just like dominoes. .__. Ugh I feel so stupid for all the small things people can do that set it off without even trying to. T__T 

This isnt really a good time to say how the weekend affected me but since i shall be fasting I'd better get it out here.  Alright-- so the mains thing ack you know what i mean, that stuck out was how you really have to look at people with God's eyes since you'd dont know what they've been through or are going through.  And just I need to open up my eyes with seeing all the people around needing prayer even for whats happening.  Yeah, then the other thing I learned was just that I don't have to pretend I'm not worth much to guys.  And just that I really can give myself a higher level with that... and finally at the church today I just learned its God thats choosing my friends. And wow, so true.  It's amazing how everything works to get to this point...  Yep I'll post in detail over the weekend when I get back... for now it'll be diary-ed. So thats it... =)
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Anna.

*dances*

Ah, yay the day is finally here!
What to bake, what to pack, what to look forward to...
^___^
*shower of icons*


okay so maybe not a shower. . .
=)
So how are you all? I hope you're all doing great...

Sheesh I dont have anything really to say, all i'll have to say is what happens this weekend. I'll have to do that. ^__^

Here's a little survey thing though...
[PERSON ONE]
Name: Meghan

1) How long have you known this person? a year
2) Where does this person live? in a house. =)
3) Is this person older than 15? No.
4) Why is this person in spot 1? Because I felt like putting her in person one.. lol
5) Does he/she have any siblings? 9 atm
6) Do you have any classes with this person? No... just church

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[PERSON TWO]
Name: Brian

1) What is this person's nick name to you? well if i had to give a nickname i'd give like... hmm.. i dont know.. Dude. x)
2) Have you done anything illegal with this person? no. XD
3) What is this person's stereotype? wahhht. Unclassified..
4) What song(s) remind you of them? that silly shoe secret song.. and that big heart one...
5) Do you trust him/her? Yes
6) How did you meet? at yof

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[PERSON THREE]
Name: Kristin

1) What noise reminds you of this person? my voice on her cellphone... XD of course i'm right by her when that plays... "It's so cute! It's so cute! It's so cute!"
2) Does he/she have any siblings? yup
3) What school does this person go to? mine.
4) Is this person athletic? with swimming, yeah.
5) What do you like most about this person? Her perdy voice and devotion to God. And openness..
6) Has this person ever spent the night at your house? yeah.. what was her pillow's name again? they got in a battle.... haha.

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[PERSON FOUR]
Name: Angie

1) Who is this person's boyfriend/girlfriend? Justin
2) How long have you known this person? Well shes been at my school for awhile but havent gotten to know her till recently
3) When's the last time you saw this person? yesterday night
4) Does this person have a crush on anyone? Erm well i'd think so since she's going out...
5) If you were to go to Six flags would you take this person? Sure. XD
6) How did you meet? sssccchhhoooooolll. yup.

Okay well gotta get ready and bake! you guys are awesome! later~!
I feel like using my signature. =3 Actually no... <3
 Anna
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Okay I'm updating!

So, this year compared to last year seem completely different at school. o__o Sheesh its like everybody is deciding to go crazy at once. Bomb threats, gun threats, suicide. ahhh. =( There's just alot of hurting and its all just becoming known... on the other hand this week is be kind to one another week. =) So that's good.

God is so neat. (for lack of a better word.)

We are really looking for somewhere else to stay.  At least until an apartment opens here in Valley.  I guess there's just a rising conflict between our mom and our grandma.  So that's something to pray about. =3

And I'm still learning yay. Lately what's been hitting me is just how when people accuse, tease, or gossip about you--lie about something about you that you know isn't true. . . you don't have to defend yourself.  Because you & God know the truth, why waste your words?  Like you know with Jesus' trials before persecution, He was silent with a reason.  He knew who He was and everything, He didnt need to defend Himself.

Anyways, just something cool. =)

Oh and got back from PLaTiNum.
mhmm... that was neato.. just like me and Angie, yay.

Alright well I guess I'd better go.. i think my elbows are getting bruises since the computer's on the floor. Heh, oh well. =)
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Anna ~ off of coffee =P

edit: ahhh T__T I just read my lil heart statement poem thing at the top of the page... makes me cry now cause its so true...

I just had 5 cups of coffee

O___O

mmmmmm.

I have to admit, you can drink a whole lot more when you puts lots of sugar in each cup...

hahahaha.

I like coffee...

XD okay anyways..

God's way more than awesome.

mmyay!

That's all...

I think I'll be up for awhile yet. =3

You guys rock!

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ANNNNnnNn Nanananananaaaa!