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Original: 10/22/2006 11:09 PM
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Sunday, October 22, 2006

 

Umm yeah I'm doing alright

I'm fasting from xanga-don't expect any updates for a week or comments.

The conference was great, home is just hard. Just had a lot of disappointments happen at once. Starting to feel like fasting from all communication as a whole I'm so mad and yeah heh i'm just emotional.  x__-;  Don't feel like talking to anyone... 

But yeah-- from not having a secret sister, feeling unnoticed, my space being invaded, totally misunderstanding tonight's message (got it cleared up now, finally x__x) finally getting to do the dance to a very silly song with others & that was abruptly ended, and being of little interest to people.  It just all adds up. Plus I can be stressed for tomorrow's unfinished homework... i havent been doing well (actually, prettttyyy bad) getting stuff turned in and parent teacher conferences are this week.  It's true.  Everything hits at once.

>_________<

I know what I should be thinking with that stuff up there.  Like the "God always notices you Anna..."  But right now it doesnt even feel like I can take that stuff in from /anyone/ except God. Nobody but Him knows just how deep each of those things goes right now.  Don't think it's your fault.  Don't worry.  With everything going on one little thing ends up being connected to lots of other little things and it's just like dominoes. .__. Ugh I feel so stupid for all the small things people can do that set it off without even trying to. T__T 

This isnt really a good time to say how the weekend affected me but since i shall be fasting I'd better get it out here.  Alright-- so the mains thing ack you know what i mean, that stuck out was how you really have to look at people with God's eyes since you'd dont know what they've been through or are going through.  And just I need to open up my eyes with seeing all the people around needing prayer even for whats happening.  Yeah, then the other thing I learned was just that I don't have to pretend I'm not worth much to guys.  And just that I really can give myself a higher level with that... and finally at the church today I just learned its God thats choosing my friends. And wow, so true.  It's amazing how everything works to get to this point...  Yep I'll post in detail over the weekend when I get back... for now it'll be diary-ed. So thats it... =)
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Hey Anna, hope you are doing better now. really, I am sorry about turning off the music. I didnt realize that it was that important to you guys. it was cool getting to see you tonight! hope house church was awesome! talk to you later!

-Brian

Posted 10/24/2006 11:16 PM by diverdude014 - reply

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Hey, no I didnt get those verses off a word look up. lol thanks though. I think I am getting plenty of rest.. I dunno about peace though. X__^;; you know how my life is.. always on the go.  but yeah hope you are having a good day! talk to you later! byrah!   -Brian  
Posted 10/27/2006 1:40 PM by diverdude014 - reply

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I didn't know everything was so bad.

I hope you didin't feel like I was ignoring you. I might of been or something

Mostly the reason I haven't been talking to you is because you sit 3 seats away from me and I'ts kind of hard to keep a conversation with you when everyone else in the room is talking.  and I don't know to talk about part of the time.

But now it'll be easier to talk to you now that I sit right next to you. aren't you glad how high of a chair you got?!

That just shows you that you are still good at playing, espeacially since you beat 5 other people.  Isn't that great!

I'm glad you and I are going to be playing together. Last year I shared with Bethany half the time and Kelly half the time, because I was right in the middle so I always had to change parts on different songs.

And about guys, for most guys you have to let them know you. Ya know... say something to them, and weither or not you know it, they'll start to crush on you.  Trust me when I say this, it happened to people I know.  And they've told me about it. I think it's real cool.  So just because you don't think a guy likes you, doesn't mean he doesn't like in the inside. Because guys are really, really good at hiding it; and i mean REALLY good at hidding it from YOU. He may tell his friends, but he might not tell you.

And I know how it feels, weither or not you may belive me, to feel like God isn't doing anything in your life. But you have to trust me on this, when I say that he is..... it just hasn't happened yet, or atleast you haven't realized it.

For example. I use to pray to God that I would have a friend who was more than a friend if you know what I mean. And eventually IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED. God took his time, but it happened. Even though I wasn't expecting it, but one of my friend and others convinced this person to ask me out and that person did. so you see that God works in ways that surprise you.

If you think about what you have, what has happened, and how you feel, you may realize that in a way you are blessed. Sometimes people get prepared for events later on in their life by the events that happen to them in the past. If you get my drift.

So I hope you don't think I'm rambling, or then again maybe I am, but I hope you get something out of this comment. and I'm not just wasting mega pixels or something.

------Sincerly,

                    *                          *                             *                         Roadrage

Posted 10/28/2006 12:04 AM by Roadrage193 - reply

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ps.  I like your picture. Is that of you and did you draw it? =J
Posted 10/28/2006 12:05 AM by Roadrage193 - reply

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mmm twasnt you that was ignoring... nobody realleh ignores.. lots of times they just dont notice... but that is over with.  haha, and i dont know what i said about guys to get those comments. XD but yeah, i guess thats a pretty cool speech anyways... although, yeah I'm not really seeking a guy right now or anything ^__x; just God & good friends.  =) thanks anyways... yep yep.
Posted 10/30/2006 3:16 PM by kaopink9 - reply


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