| | Umm yeah I'm doing alright
I'm fasting from xanga-don't expect any updates for a week or comments.
The conference was great, home is just hard. Just had a lot of disappointments happen at once. Starting to feel like fasting from all communication as a whole I'm so mad and yeah heh i'm just emotional. x__-; Don't feel like talking to anyone...
But yeah-- from not having a secret sister, feeling unnoticed, my space being invaded, totally misunderstanding tonight's message (got it cleared up now, finally x__x) finally getting to do the dance to a very silly song with others & that was abruptly ended, and being of little interest to people. It just all adds up. Plus I can be stressed for tomorrow's unfinished homework... i havent been doing well (actually, prettttyyy bad) getting stuff turned in and parent teacher conferences are this week. It's true. Everything hits at once.
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I know what I should be thinking with that stuff up there. Like the "God always notices you Anna..." But right now it doesnt even feel like I can take that stuff in from /anyone/ except God. Nobody but Him knows just how deep each of those things goes right now. Don't think it's your fault. Don't worry. With everything going on one little thing ends up being connected to lots of other little things and it's just like dominoes. .__. Ugh I feel so stupid for all the small things people can do that set it off without even trying to. T__T
This isnt really a good time to say how the weekend affected me but since i shall be fasting I'd better get it out here. Alright-- so the mains thing ack you know what i mean, that stuck out was how you really have to look at people with God's eyes since you'd dont know what they've been through or are going through. And just I need to open up my eyes with seeing all the people around needing prayer even for whats happening. Yeah, then the other thing I learned was just that I don't have to pretend I'm not worth much to guys. And just that I really can give myself a higher level with that... and finally at the church today I just learned its God thats choosing my friends. And wow, so true. It's amazing how everything works to get to this point... Yep I'll post in detail over the weekend when I get back... for now it'll be diary-ed. So thats it... =) z font knoe rothre Anna. |
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